“Why are you the way you are?”

 I am myself because I can’t see myself ever changing who I am. Did you ever have those times where you say in your head, ” I wish I can be more like that person” ? Well… I certainly do. Sometimes I just plainly hate the way I say thing, act, and just react to certain situations. I came to realize while growing up that I’ll never really change much. The core of who I am and the way I think will always be different than others. Some may say I’m just unwilling to change; but I know that is not the fact since there were so many times in my life where everything I believed in failed to be true. The reasons I am the way I am is the same reason why there are just different types of people in this world. It doesn’t mean I’m a bad person or that I don’t want to change for the better; It’s because I can’t help to be myself. Overall, I’m just tired of apologizing to people for being me. I understand if you don’t like something about me, shoot, I probably don’t like something about you.